Sometimes I just get tired of thinking.
I would like to scream but there's just a few words coming.

Feeling of nostalgia, loss, foregiveness or memories. Blackout and flash of lightness.
In this dark room, by myself, wondering if it's possible to forget. One day. To live in present. Stop freaking out all the time. Stop remembering all the details, from the straight beginning.

I wish I could scream, cry for hours and drop out.
As a useless broken bicycle.
"Life feelings", as you said so. True feelings. Entering his head. Dropping love.
I wish I could find an equilibrium, I wish I could live my life, forget the hardships, no matter.

I hate this feeling of nostalgia. I hate remembering.
I hate the failing, the old sadness.
And I understand it's stronger in my heart. This "life feeling".

Feelings.

crée le 16/01/2008 01:36